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Wave goodbye, wish me well...
I survived everything, I have tried everything.
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Created on 2025-08-28 13:31:08 (#4241488), last updated 2026-09-27 (3 hours ago)
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| Name: | ЯR |
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| Birthdate: | May 2, 1984 |
| Location: | Germany |
I figured I should update my user info, because this has been a mess ever since the beginning stages of this journal, and it will likely still be a mess right now, but hey, at least I bothered to update you all on what's going on! :D
What I like:
General: Creativity. Curiosity. Empathy. Honesty. Mindfulness. Open-mindedness. Spirituality. Thoughtfulness.
Art: Coldmirror. Die Elster. Hansruedi Giger. Lexi Jones. Lilia Paracosm. Maurits Cornelis Escher. Naohisa Inoue. Pablo Picasso. Philippe Fichot. Salvador Dalí.
Movies: 23. A Time To Kill. Bandits. Billy Elliot. Bram Stoker's Dracula. Coco. Control. Dancer In The Dark. Dead Poets Society. Demolition Man. Dracula - Dead And Loving It. Ed Wood. Encanto. Fight Club. Girl, Interrupted. Good Bye Lenin. Hocus Pocus. Inside Out. Interview With The Vampire. Kopps. Labyrinth. Richy Guitar. Run Lola Run. School Of Rock. Sing Street. Song Of The Sea. Soul. Thank You For Smoking. The Basketball Diaries. The Bob's Burgers Movie. The Celebration. The Craft. The Crow. The Cure. The Disaster Artist. The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. The Matrix. The Naked Gun. The Sixth Sense. The Truman Show. This Is Spinal Tap. Trainspotting. Tron: Ares. Velvet Godmine. Wach. We Are The Best. What To Do In Case Of Fire. What We Do In The Shadows. While You Were Sleeping. Yes Man. Zootopia.
Music: 1000 Homo DJs. All Gone Dead. Bauhaus. Billy Idol. Björk. Bronski Beat. Cinemascope. Cinema Strange. Cirque De La Lune. Clan Of Xymox. Danger Dan. David Bowie. Depeche Mode. Die Ärzte. Die Fantastischen Vier. Die Form. Die Toten Hosen. Dog Ears. Don Huonot. Eins Zwo. Exotic Birds. Fettes Brot. Foo Fighters. Garbage. Gary Numan. Inkubus Sukkubus. Joan Jett & The Blackhearts. Joy Division. Käärijä. Kalle Ahola. Knorkator. Lady Gaga. Leaether Strip. Linkin Park. London After Midnight. Marusha. Ministry. Mylène Farmer. New Order. Nine Inch Nails. Nitzer Ebb. Option 30. Project Pitchfork. Psycho Le Cému. RR. Roman Rain. Santa Hates You. Siouxsie And The Banshees. Skinny Puppy. Slam Bamboo. Soft Cell. Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows. Specimen. Spinal Tap. Stromae. The Beatles. The Cult. The Cure. The Prodigy. The Runaways. The Sisters Of Mercy. Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross. Untoten. Virgin Prunes. Xmal Deutschland.
TV: Aishite Knight. BBC Ghosts. Bob's Burgers. Futurama. Ranma 1/2. Sailor Moon. The Rose Of Versailles.
Written: Antonio Im Wunderland (Jan Weiler). Living Out Loud (Keri Smith). Many Lives, Many Masters (Dr Brian Weiss). Maria, Ihm Schmeckt's Nicht (Jan Weiler). Old Magic (Marianne Curley). Only Love Is Real (Dr Brian Weiss). The Guardians Of Time Series (Marianne Curley). The Metamorphosis (Franz Kafka).
What I don't like:
General: Ableism. Ageism. Antisemitism. Body shaming. Boredom. Elitism. Fascism. Homophobia. Islamophobia. Prejudices. Racism. Sexism. Transphobia.
Movies: Dawn Of The Dead (2004). Léon: The Professional. Maria, Ihm Schmeckt's Nicht.
Music: Alex Christensen. Dieter Bohlen. Modern Talking.
TV: Married With Children.
Written: Whipped (Ira Miller).
Who I am:
* Student of Media Technology
* A restless spirit
* Singer/Musician/Songwriter
* Audio engineer in the making
* Music addict
* Finding out how to dodge the dreaded creative burnout
* A philosopher stuck in the wrong era
* Creative
* Dealing with (visual only) aphantasia
* Loves being in nature and spending time with animals
* Dancer (... not just in the dark)
* In love with fascination
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